Welcome everyone

I created this blog in order to have a more public place to place my thoughts. Even though I already have one, that one is more genre related and somewhat exclusionary so to speak.

Right now I'm drifting along, trying to find my place in this world. I work in data entry, but I don't want to do that for the rest of my life. But I don't know what I want to do. I don't know where my heart lies and that frustrates me. I don't want to wake up everyday dreading going into work. While I'm thankful I have a job, I know I'm meant for something more, but I don't know what exactly.

I also want to move away from here. I don't like it here much. I feel like a stranger in my own family. Not with my mother, but with the other family members I have here. It hurts in it's way. I need a change of scenery. I want to go to Tennessee. Mom does too, but the reality is pretty harsh to be honest. My friend and co-worker most likely is going to be able to move there next year and while I'm genuinely happy for her, I'm also slightly envious. I want to go to. Her company is basically the one bright spot of my coming to work. There will definitely be a major void there when she's gone.

I'm trying not to dwell on it overmuch.

Thank you for reading.